Bloody Devil (Quote)

"I think our people are posessed with a bloody devil far above anything that I could have imagined."  [Robert Ballie]

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On Making wills

I was told yesterday by family members, that in the fullness of time but not to leave it indefinitely, I need to make a will. And its something I been intending to do for a while anyhow, just never gotten around to it. But, the way things stand currently, since my dad has gone, [...]

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Faith and Obedience

Q: For what two things are the Scriptures our rule?
A: The scriptures are our rule for faith and obedience.
Q: Why are the Scriptures our only rule of faith and obedience?
A: The scriptures are our only rule of faith and obedience because as the written word of God they are unique and infallible, and therefore no [...]

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Vulnerability

For the first time in my entire life, I feel completely vulnerable.  Its not my dad dying per se, though don't doubt that has bought it to the forefront.  Sometimes we try to hide or bluff our way through things that can be too hard or difficult to accept,  we do the best to cover [...]

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Sometimes…

Blessings come from the least expected source. I don't want to say too much, as its rather personal, but, since my dad's passing, my remaining family, my mom's sisters and their husbands are being very caring and helpful in how to tackle some difficulties my dad's going has left, day to day. [...]

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Give me a manly man

after having registered my dad's death today and having got the death certificate home, looking at it, and other papers to do with his dying, one can see how the society of our day is putting same sex relationships on equal footing to the Biblical  covenant of marriage.  Evey time there is a checkbox for [...]

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To Everything there is a season

My dad passed away today.  
 1For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven:
   
 2a time to be born, and a time to die;
a time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
3a time to kill, and a time to heal;
a time to break down, and a time to [...]

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I will see God

 "Though I cry, 'I've been wronged!' I get no response;
       though I call for help, there is no justice. 8 He has blocked my way so I cannot pass;
       he has shrouded my paths in darkness.
 9 He has stripped me of my honor
       and removed the crown from my head.
 10 He tears me down on every [...]

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All out of luck and everything else…

My dad's passing is days away. He's the only thing of any note I have left in my life, apart from life itself, and I don't want that, when I'm so unwanted and un-needed. I've lost everything else of any worth, now I'm losng my dad to make it final. I won't say [...]

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Worthless – A Poem

Worthless
No one's ever believed in me,
thus it's torn my world apart;
words have crushed my self-esteem,
and broke my tender heart.
All my life I have always been,
extremely sad inside;
searching for the love that I,
have always been denied.
I never am quite good enough,
and I can't do anything right;
I am worthless and pathetic,
within my loved one's eyes.
All I have [...]

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